You know, I just did what we did last year. The day we met for the first time, but today I did it by myself, without you next to me.
At once I wanna tell you that today is the day, but I take it back because I know you don’t care.
You may think that I’m not trying to let go, but you are totally wrong. I keep telling myself to let it go, and keep telling my self that “you’re stupid”, etc, but in reality this is not that easy.
The more I try to do that, its getting harder for me. I don’t know why.